I'm "cool" AND "smart"....haha

Therefore I worry. Worry all the time. Not intense, anxiety-worry, but a light worry that follows me around and comes up in my day to day life. This worry is starting to hamper my mood. Why do I need to worry about whether my “BIG” sister likes me or not? Why do I have to worry if I seem “cool” to my sisters”? Why do I have to worry about being a crazy party girl, or a studious straight ‘A’ student? I don’t know.