My Inspiration, My Muse, My Integrity

I have this mood. I usually feel it coming on late at night, when I cannot sleep. It is ambition and spirituality mixed together. I feel empowered. I can conquer the world. My best thinking is done in this mood. I may very well be in that mood right now, or getting there. Nothing can stop me. I am as Zen as Gandhi and as spiritual as Buddha. It is a rush of feelings that I struggle to control with a pen and paper. Drawings of nonsensical things spur out. I make my life goals and plans. I make variations of the goals and plans. I make short-term goals. I vow to lose ten pounds. I research Pilates classes I can take. I make a study schedule.